Don't Let Me Go

Inside the cage of my emotions,

There's nowhere to go,

This emptiness is killing me for sure,

Every moment I m dying inside,

This river of longing has no shore,

I've missed you so much,

All the memories I try to forget,

The promises are fading each day,

Every time I remember you tears rolls down my face,

The songs that we sang maybe never made to last,

Come to my dreams atleast and tel me everything was a lie,

Come to my dreams and please tel me everything was a lie,

Today I feel the pain of the stars in the sky,

Why they are so far from each other,

Sail my boat and please show me the direction,

I m lost in this sea of sadness,

Give me a shoulder to cry on,

Hold my hand and don't let me go,

Come to my dreams atleast and dont let me go,

Please don't let me go.

Don't Break My Heart

The good times that we had,
And the bad times that we had too,
The fights that we had when the reasons were meaningless,
And the times when the reasons were big too,
The moments that we spent only both of us knew,
We weren't part of the crowd cause at that instance we made the crowd,
Every time you had a doubt you put a status on your whats app,
Every time we had a fight you went out with someone to get over me,
But you never did,
The things that you told me,
Sometimes they were hard to believe sometimes I believed them blindly,
I just want you to know,
I thought of you Everytime,
When you put that status I was here thinking why you did that,
Every time you went out with someone I was sitting alone in a bar trying to forget you,
But I never did,
I m broken into pieces,
Come heal me,
All the times we had a fight because of a third person,
Where both us knew we could have been happy with each other,
I've become something that I thought I never will,
I walk with a hope in my heart,
A hope not to be heart broken again.

Clarity.

Lonely thoughts in my mind
And my mind is the only place where I can go
Things might seem fucked up for now
But definitely I have come a long way for sure
I have thought about the things that I shouldn't
I have done things which I thought I wouldn't
I have lost ample of things definitely
But I m pretty sure I have learnt few new things too
Yes I know I m just another face in the crowd
But how can I forget crowd doesn't make me
I make the crowd
Sometimes I feel is this a dream?
Is it really my heaven or hell?
I have paid for all my dews by now
Or maybe it's just the beginning and not the end.

Tired.

Haven't eaten in days
This ever lasting thirst cant be satisfied with water
Paranoia is all I m left with
In this moment I wanna die
All this pain puts me into tears
And I m left with is nothing
Clouds and stars pass by at night
But I m still struggling to stand
I should be awake or sleep
Is my dream world better or d reality
Every day I m finding myself 6 feet under the ground
No one to hold me when I m falling down
Tired of myself telling its ok
Tired of myself telling its just a phase
Cant control this feelings any more
Slowly this poison is filling inside me
This life is slowly killing me everyday.

My Disease

This might be the beginning of the end
I m feeling warm but the cold is rising inside
As the blood Is flowing in my veins
The insecurities are lying all around
Shall I say I m awake or M i dying inside
I gotta find a way which goes to my heart
People were all around me but I was lost inside
No one to hold me when I m falling every time
This scattered destiny is longing for me
Is this a disease or m I just dreaming
My heartbeats are fluctuating
And the silence is screaming in every corner
I m Scared to death
But there's no running away from the time
People say time heals all the scars
But I don't want to heal any
I want to create few more
Cause maybe tomorrow it might be the end of the world.

No Existence

The doors were closed,
I couldn't take it any more,
I had to run away,
We dream of heaven,
Which we have never seen,
The time has lost its direction,
The kingdom was falling into pieces,
The tears were turning into a sea,
I was turning invisible as the time passed by,
Into the future of no existence,
And when I was dying inside,
The world still moved on,
Fears were running all over my mind,
But the day still moved on,
So many things are still undiscovered,
So many things are still unsaid,
On the journey of another beginning,
Into infinity,
Into nowhere,
I had to move on,
On the journey of no existence.

Love Song

As the days pass by one after another,
As the time passes by minute after hours,
I close my eyes and I think of YOU,
Close to MY heart where YOU belong,
YOU revolve all around over MY mind,
I think of the times when WE were together,
But it breaks MY heart to see that things are not the same,
When WE walked hand in hand, I never thought I had to long to hold YOU back in MY arms,
When WE kissed, I never thought I had to wait to touch YOUR lips once again,
I know WE had ups and downs,
But who doesn't.
I always loved YOU for what YOU are,
All I ever wanted was YOU,
Money, Luxury, Comfort never fascinate ME,
YOU DO girl!
I always thought things would be easy as long as YOU'RE by my side,
But I miss YOU being my side, Next to me,
I wanted to write a love song,
But I'm sure this is not a love song,
Baby what YOU talk to me is a song,
And YOUR voice is my melody.
You're my song!
You're my love song!